Monster HunterNationals beach is just a few hours away,
& i feel more anxious for this thn for Still water.
Perhaps it's bcus the difference in the no of events i've,
& perhaps i'm giving myself too much stress.
Cause i don't wish to lose.
I hope to at least win 1 event,
Be in indiv/team.
I'm just afraid after losing for so many years.
& i don't want to lose confidence in something,
which i feel that i'm good in.